I really miss you. I wish you lived next door so I can just sneak into your room and stay there for a night.
Everyone is ignoring me now. So many people have walked away in my life, now you are? Really? You’re like the one that makes all my problems go away once you give me a hug or even talk to me. You haven’t texted me all weekend, when I’m depressed and shit. I texted your phone, iPod, and even messaged you on facebook. I get no reply, when I needed you the most. Just wow…
The guilt is still killing me inside. I know you said, it was okay that I got you in trouble and even though we talked a little bit before 4th period started, I don’t know, but it didn’t seem right at all to me. You’ve gotten bullshit by your parents just because of me. It just kills me how you got the consequences, yet you still want to talk to me. I don’t know if I should just let you go so you wouldn’t have to deal with me anymore, or just keep you in my life because you gave me another chance.
I didn’t expect to see him at all today. But after 2nd period, he walked toward the stairs near my class instead of the one closest to him. Then we talked, he gave me a big hug, then we went separate ways. Then after lunch, went upstairs with best friend, he was walking to his class, until he told me to go to him. We’ve talked again, then gave each other a crappy hug. But mostly this whole day, I’ve had a tingling feeling after seeing him c:
